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Created on 2009-02-24 22:56:27 (#18803236), last updated 2009-03-08
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My Weight Loss Journey.
I have been losing weight for 2.5 years and I've lost 38.6kg. Lately, I've taken it a step too further and I pushed myself too hard to get to my goal asap. I'm obsessed with the gym - going morning and night for hours at a time and I have been restricting my food to the minimum and then hating myself if I slipped up. It started to do my head in. I've been down for the past week, not being able to sleep and not being able to just live. I had a discussion with my friend (who is the manager of my gym and has been in the health/fitness industry for 20+ years) and she thinks if I keep going in this fashion, I'm going to either get very sick or end up going backwards - both are not situations I want to get stuck in. So, this journal is for me to document this new part of my journey. It's going to be hard but hopefully I'll make it through.
I have been losing weight for 2.5 years and I've lost 38.6kg. Lately, I've taken it a step too further and I pushed myself too hard to get to my goal asap. I'm obsessed with the gym - going morning and night for hours at a time and I have been restricting my food to the minimum and then hating myself if I slipped up. It started to do my head in. I've been down for the past week, not being able to sleep and not being able to just live. I had a discussion with my friend (who is the manager of my gym and has been in the health/fitness industry for 20+ years) and she thinks if I keep going in this fashion, I'm going to either get very sick or end up going backwards - both are not situations I want to get stuck in. So, this journal is for me to document this new part of my journey. It's going to be hard but hopefully I'll make it through.
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